Is that the life that I want to have?

  I really think that "college life" isn't as easy as it may be.It's a month past , and I'm still indulged in a  heavy lord of homework. I think maybe it's because I'm still not really good at time management. For instance, when I turn on the computer and log in Facebook, two hours pass secretly ! In addition, I once arrived in my dorm at eight o'clock , took a bath , did the laundry and put my stuff  in order, then I looked at my watch- it was ten o'clock! I don't really understand why  time goes by in such a fast speed without any paces.So, now I figure out a solution. I try my best to confine the time I spend on the Net - at least finishing my studies, or I can't use it .Also, put my listening homework and composition at last for it needs to use the net.Last but not least, I always tell myself that I still have my responsibility to do , so don't spend too much time on something less priority.
  I 'm a person who often can't do things in a permenant way.I always have some goals in my mind , such as I want to study well to be the top one in class, join a club like "chorus" or "guitar club", which intersts me most,while I still don't enforce it because of my laziness.Another goal is that I often forget what I anticipated and it never comes to an end. So, what can I do? The problem is I don't have the courage to try something new, then miss a lot of chances.Sometimes people think that I have a goal in mind is really  promising, yet the work I do to achieve  it is much  more important.At last, I need to take action against voice check.(空頭支票?!)
  The life is mine,and rather than envy others' bright futures, why don't I try to make my own one?