These days, I've been practicing dancing for the drama. I spend over three hours every day,and after dancing,I feel really exhausted and don't want to study anymore.In fact,I feel really upset to myself,for I eventually follow the speed of the song and I regard my movement and gestures are correct.While by the time I want to go back to dorm for a rest, the"teacher"(actually she is my classmate) told me to dance just once in front of her.Maybe it's because of nervous or not, I danced so ugly, bad and messy.And she told me that "every error that she had told me were still not right! "( Even the motion I initially think I did right are wrong,too! Do you know the feeling I feel? Disappointed , is what I feel. Then she tried her best to teach me every movement from the beginning, but something I thought was as same as her she all thought that they were different .I really don't know the person like me, a dancer like a dumb, should keep trying or not.I think dancing is just like"breast-stroke".I've spent a lot of time to learn breast-stroke, but I still don't understand how to do it accurately.
Now,I face the dilemma of time management.Would I want to learn dancing well or study and read books more? I really want to dance on the stage! But it wastes a lot of my study time! Oh,god !Can you give me your mighty hand? I think I will still keep working.But in case that I fail to succeed it, then maybe I will just let if off.I really make myself putting on too much pressure.